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Shadow Exploring consciousness becomes a very important part of my day, but never an obsession. I will try to understand messages behind every possible contact from which consciousness speaks. My paintings will give me wonderful insight into my inner state, and Jungian interpretation will act like a translator in this process. Sometimes chaotic painting will emerge, and sometimes clean and precise — it will be easy to distinguish style, but the way in which painting speaks will change, and this changing will happen in intervals. There will be a lot of paintings in one speaking voice, then it will become another, stay consistent for one period, then come back to the old one. This particular one was chaotic. Snake Hiding Behind Purple Shadow I would like just to mention one small thing in this painting: the line in the middle, which goes till the circle (circle which in Jungian terms means self), is colored with green but in a way which resembles snake skin (can be interpreted like shado...

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Let’s put it this way: life is sometimes one way, sometimes another. One day, you see a glass of water as half full; another day, you see it as half empty. But focus on the water—it’s always the same in that cup. Your value is always the same, too. It’s normal to sometimes doubt yourself. Do you think the great Michelangelo always fully believed in his sculpture of David? Of course, not every day, but he believed enough for David to be created. For normal living people who follow rules and believe in what society made them to believe, they will maybe call us CRAZY. They surely called Leonardo crazy when he was opening graves and taking dead bodies to look into their anatomy.

What is the meaning of the phrase "you are crazy"? Someone might think, I can have one glass made into a bulb, and there will be light in it. If you tell this to someone, they might call it crazy, but look—there is a light bulb in every part of your house. Or Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Seas, written by Jules Verne, where he invented Nautilus, which would be possible to be made with the same capability 30 years after he published the book.

Everything we imagine is alive because if it wasn’t alive, it wouldn’t be possible to imagine it. When I say this, I don’t want to sound like the usual person you see online, who says, You don’t have money because you don’t have the mentality of a person who has money, or Everything you imagine, you can have. What absurdity. Hello, dead man—you are not alive because you don’t have the mentality of a person who is alive. Don’t be ridiculous.

But everything we imagine is, in fact, a representation of something we can do or have. We are deeply connected with this energy, which can later be implemented in our reality. But just to make sure: existence in our neurons is existence in this reality. The process from idea to creation depends on matter, but if it is a personal goal or any objective you have, until you reach this objective, you will become something—and much more than you expected.

A very important truth I need to tell you is that when you win what you want, situations will not be the same. Things will change—sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse. And when you hit the ball and the ball enters the hole, you will look for another one to put in the hole. You become addicted to winning.


Never saw an eagle caring about what chickens cluck.

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