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Lucid=Safe

Lucid=Safe When I was a kid, I remember moments of needing to not be there, to vanish, to disappear in some way. This was in the period of my ten or twelve years. I would like to disappear for a moment. This could be the result of family problems, staying in bad situations, and wishing to disappear, with the background filled with the arguing words of my parents. When I would fall asleep, I would dream of a big monster close to the house, which I well knew not a monster the house. This monster would come, and I would get scared and wake up, then fall asleep, and the same thing would happen until I told myself, 'Now I go to sleep, I will dream of him again and destroy him,' and it happened. After this situation, I would never or very, very rarely, at least I don't remember have scary dreams, and my dreams became lucid. Now, with lucid dreams, I found my safe spot, and dreaming became my escape from reality. I would start dreaming one dream, then teleport myself into ano...

Tired

Tired I work every day, it is very rough. There were a lot of days when I was doing morning and night shifts, coming home at 1 or 2 in the morning hours, my mind floating in creative ideas. There is little time left because of work to pressure creative work. My feets really hurt... But this effect of being really tired will help me access faster my consciousness, and night painting before sleep will more appear in front of me like I was not person drawing it, like I was not. This process of exploration of consciousness create a lot of questions and emerge old memorys, it help so powerfuly in creation new unique ideas in all another part of my creative work. Is very helpful way of expliration and art. Yesterday I understood that I connect colors with life situations. A certain color will be connected with a certain memory or object from memory. Creating this color will bring me into my past instantly. I will be pulled into a cyclone of old memories, which will bring situations that are ...

Exploring Consciousness

Exploring Consciousness Carl Jung’s drawing from The Red Book I haven't written on the blog for some time. A simple explanation would be that my mind jumps from one thing to another. Or maybe I just didn’t have anything to say — but I don’t think so. After I wrote and published the blog post Whisper of the Subconscious , I continued creating multiple paintings in the same style and developed an artistic movement, which I published on the blog. I’ve become fascinated with the idea of consciousness, and I’m exploring it till its deeps. Understanding it is crucial for developing any character which will do impact on this world. My process is simple: brush my teeth, when I brush my teeths, I wash the brushes too, and then put emotion on the canvas. Every morning, beside my bed, appears a perfect picture which resembles my feelings. This way of exploring my consciousness brings me a better understanding of consciousness effect on our evry day life. I will like to, in continuing ...

Manifesto of Arawnonciuiosness

Manifesto of Arawnonciuiosness The Art of Conscious Chaos What is the Arawnonciuiosness Movement? We are an artistic movement born from a simple yet radical idea: art does not need to hold rational meaning to be valuable. Human perception is trapped by the limits of logic and meaning. Our rational brain constantly seeks patterns, significance, and order. Yet, all around us, the natural world thrives in what appears to be chaos: the universe, biology, ecosystems — all of it operates in perfect disorderly order. Earth, perfectly balanced in its orbit around the Sun, embodies the chaotic perfection of the universe — randomness that is magnificent Arawnonciuiosness embraces this truth. We seek to create art not from the rational mind, but from the pure flow of consciousness , unfiltered, spontaneous, and free from control. Our Philosophy: Consciousness as Creation Carl Jung said it well: "The unconscious is the source of all creativity. What appears in the unconscious must, in its ...

Something every big man doesn't have

Something every big man doesn't have In absence of a figure or in the presence of one which doesn't have respect or, in better words, is doing harm to the figure which you have a genetically natural obligation to defend, inserting in your brain the need to be stronger and smarter so you can provide security for the ones you love will direct you to physical or psychological development. In some cases, both. Emotionally raped by a person which you admired will first develop emotions of revenge, which will create the need of becoming your own father, generate a person who is capable of caring and representing true monstrous controlling patient emotional behavior. This per son will become one whom others look to for a hand in need. This truly spectacular phenomenon, in which one without a figure becomes a figure for others, is just an initial part of the development of the 'big man.' It is so highly speculative, everything I say here , but my experience tells me people w...

Whisper of the Subconscious

Whisper of the Subconscious I find myself multiple times in my life drawing something on paper—weird shapes—and I will do it in times when I’m bored or waiting for something. When I’m writing something on paper but don’t have inspiration, I will mostly start drawing something which I can’t interpret. But drawing these weird shapes, and after looking, it will create some emotions. After in my life, I will find Carl Jung and understand how our subconscious mind communicates with us. By auto-drawing, without the possibility to speak, our more creative part of the mind communicates with us through art. Carl Jung : " The hands know how to solve a riddle with which the intellect has wrestled in vain. " After this revelation and others from the same subject, I decide to start drawing my subconscious ideas on paper. After doing it, I would like to point out it is a very good self-healing process, which can be considered a cousin of meditation. I invite psychologists to look at my a...