Shadow Exploring consciousness becomes a very important part of my day, but never an obsession. I will try to understand messages behind every possible contact from which consciousness speaks. My paintings will give me wonderful insight into my inner state, and Jungian interpretation will act like a translator in this process. Sometimes chaotic painting will emerge, and sometimes clean and precise — it will be easy to distinguish style, but the way in which painting speaks will change, and this changing will happen in intervals. There will be a lot of paintings in one speaking voice, then it will become another, stay consistent for one period, then come back to the old one. This particular one was chaotic. Snake Hiding Behind Purple Shadow I would like just to mention one small thing in this painting: the line in the middle, which goes till the circle (circle which in Jungian terms means self), is colored with green but in a way which resembles snake skin (can be interpreted like shado...
Something every big man doesn't have In absence of a figure or in the presence of one which doesn't have respect or, in better words, is doing harm to the figure which you have a genetically natural obligation to defend, inserting in your brain the need to be stronger and smarter so you can provide security for the ones you love will direct you to physical or psychological development. In some cases, both. Emotionally raped by a person which you admired will first develop emotions of revenge, which will create the need of becoming your own father, generate a person who is capable of caring and representing true monstrous controlling patient emotional behavior. This per son will become one whom others look to for a hand in need. This truly spectacular phenomenon, in which one without a figure becomes a figure for others, is just an initial part of the development of the 'big man.' It is so highly speculative, everything I say here , but my experience tells me people w...